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It has been a big week and I'm paying the price. I've been going and going, pushing myself past what I can do. Then I ran out of pills before I was authorized to have more so I was off my lamictal for two days and boy I felt like shit. And along with that my hepatitis finally flared up. I went to work and did the basics, then came home after 2 hours and went to bed. Every single joint hurt, my belly was swollen, and I was so so pukey. But I'm going to the dr on thursday and I'm going to see if there's anything I can do because there are some weeks where I don't have a choice but to push through and I hate it because this weekend I doubt I'll leave my bed much. Except I can't because I need to pack. Tomorrow I'm purging books. This is gonna hurt.

I took teegan to swim but its not very hot and the wind was blowing so we only stayed a couple hours.

I need to go to the store to get stuff to make a "salad". It's easy

1 box vanilla pudding, make according to directions
2 cans cherry pie filling
Cool whip
2 cups marshmallows
1 package walkers shortbread broken up but not crushed.

If you want, you can beat the pudding with a brick of cream cheese but I did it and it tasted like weird off milk, so no. Also, if it's for you and not a potluck, reserve the cookies and put them directly in your serving. They get gross if it's leftover.